one day, someone that is my fate will......

• hold me tight, not letting me go
• kiss my forehead
• whisper in my ears " I LOVE YOU"
• hold my hands through everything
• watch the sunset and the sunrise with me safely in his arms
• make me feel special
• greet me with a deep hug and kiss
• support me
• guide me to the right path
• lead me
• take care of me when i'm sick
• trust me
• love me all your heart
  

In return I would....

• take care of all your needs
• always be there by your side
• love you all my heart
• give you all my trust
• provide the spice to flavor your life
• take care of your family
• bring you to a world you had never know
  

amani and surekka told me that i am traditional let me tell you the story...

we were talking how nice to be proposed in the perfect background and he kneels down and propose to us and what not.
then i just have to say it.(check what i said)
he would ask his family to come to my house and ask if i am available. then ask if i would like to be his wife, then get engaged or straight away get married. this was the way the malays ask the girl for hand in marriage.
i really cannot wait to get married but i am scared that i cannot be the perfect wife for my husband and the thing i scared the most is getting divorce.
it is my dream to marry young and have lots of children my own and adopted. i really want to be the best wife he could get and the best mom a child could get. but on the other hand, what would happen to my other dream which is my dream job? i know that i can work and have a family at the same time but i want to be a house-mommy and a house-wife, hmm let everything be revealed when it happens. :-))
anybody ready for me? are you ready for my love? are you ready to devote to me and guide me? i hope i meet you my soulmate/fate soon.