Im exhausted. Exhausted of life. Taking a day one at a time, something i make myself do. Its better but it makes me feel numb. Not much feelings going on everyday and i find it too weird and depressing. Is this a right thing to do?  I mean this was what made me able to go through the 11 days in Cambodia. Would it help in ANCO? Why am I going anyway? Can someone help me understand? I really do not know who can I talk to right now. Everything is not right.