The once bright sun
now lost in the clouds.
Everything used to be clear
now i lost you.

A different love could change all
i was so unprepared for it.
Did HE made you change?
Am i still needed?

Losing is part of life
gaining is too.
You decide
what to lose and gain.

The same people, now felt different. You were my confidante but now i just felt that you don't understand me anymore.With you there will always be laughter but the laughter now felt bitter to me. i am punished for loving someone. i always am. cant anyone just understand? no matter who i love, i am always punished. use me, play me, laugh at me, what else can you ask from a friend right? if the ones you love don't understand you, what more can you expect from a stranger. What used to be a medicine, now is becoming a poison. the same thing that once healed you, now kills.Standing in the middle of a crowd, i still feel lonely. Hanging around with friends, i still feel unloved. the weather displays my feelings. Many times sitting with you i felt like  bursting into tears but i held back. what difference does it makes even if you know? you would either pat me and said that its going to be okay or ignore me. i really don't feel like being with you. just feel like surrounding myself with my bears that hug me to sleep comforting my without words especially when waterfall happens. painful to love someone, no matter who.

life is like living on the ocean, you may never know what comes next.

you may predict what can happen but you can never really know what would come.

life is a challenge itself so let us all make it easier for us all.

a smile can make a difference. it jus take a smile :)

smile like a baby alright people