recipe 4 ice-cream

• 1 litre of milk
• 500g of coffemate creamer
• any pieces of friut or any chucks of anything u wan 
• sugar (up to you)
• 2  1.5 litre container wif cover

1. blend the milk, creamer, sugar and any fruit for the flavour or use emulsifier.
2. pour it into the containers and put inside the freezer till half-frozen.
3. then every 1h interval, blend them again until it reach the texture you want
4. lastly put any pieces of friut or chucks of anything you want and stir
5. cover and place it in the freezer overnight
6. ready to be eaten

you mus try it. my ice-cream sucked cause i didnt blend it many many times. so yeah blend it many many many times kay? try den tell me ok?

im happy for u as a fren tapi tk ker kau nmpk yg aku nie jelus giler biler kau tk abis bobal pasal dier even though dier kwn rpt aku. aku pon tk tau lah ehk aku tolong kau dptkan dier, aku sendri aleh2 suker kau or mayb im jus still confuse? entah lah. once again aku ckp let time reveal smuer nyer. hope all dis feelings pon gone wif e time. tkder mase aku nk suker2 kau. love can make a person greedy cause wen u love dem, u tend to want dem. nitez ppl

i siriusly cant get dis out of my head
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the best 1 ever hahaah

hhhmmm idk y but like amani said take it slow n steady n let time unfolds everything. tings always gets beter in time. so yah lets c wats gonna happen. btw ders so much tings dat i had jus uncovered but im jus telling u a little. first my mum is thinking if she shld transfer her job to KL. secondly my dad waiting to get a job in Bahrain. so idk how my family wld continue be as 1 but no worries ill b hapy no matter wat as i hav oth important tings to tink about.my frens happiness is more important den my own so if i can make u happy, tell me n ill do it.

u were like my north star at nite,

dat shows me the way wen im lost.

im so sorie bout dat nite,

hope our fenship will not lost.

ppl dance following the beat,

and always in the arms of their darlings.

im so sorie 4 wat i did,

cause i realise i had been confuse of my feelings.

aku dah decide hahaha maybekan e only ting yg tingal aku kene uat is jus sambong sukerkan dier n yg lagi 1 tu uat bdh jelah ehk. kiter kwn lagik best tkder bender2 complicated. hahahaha klau aku jelus ke aper ke diam jerlah ehk cam biase. k dah tu jer tkmao citer panjang2

hhmmm i siriusly cant wait for nex week hehehe but i wont b here in spore from saturday till wednesday den thursday go watch movie. no time to rest hahaha.  btw dats my baby cousin isnt she cute? haha btw she hav brown eyes if u can notice

                                                IT RELI LOOKS LIKE IT IS IN A FRAME                                              

haha today was nice. had nco meeting but only me amani xinyi n subha turn up e rest idk. we discuss n disscuss till we all r too tired to disscuss siriusly. i n subha came up with a nice punishment 4 e cadets dat will make dem louder n dier basic footdrill beter. hahaah. rite subha? it was fun n tiring n e same time but if we can do it den e cadets confirm can. after dat xinyi went home n we all went to downtowneast n ate mcdonald haha btw der was dis transformers show 4 e kids n we actly watch hahaa it was super fun. btw soo many ppl stare at me today no idea y. ouh yah saw sir in skool jus now n dats all.

ncoS N ex-ncoS N WHOEVER DAT WANTS TO TAG ALONG TO WATCH MOVIE WITH US ALL , IT WILL BE ON 25/6/09 IN OTH WORDS ITS ON THURSDAY KAY? ANYTHING KOL ME OR AMANI OK? TAKE CARE.

I N SUBHA WILL TEACH E OTH NCOS WEN SKOOL REOPENS KAY? BELOW IS E CHEER

ONE(CANT HEAR YOU)  

TWO(CAN BE LOUDER)

THREE(DATS BETER)

FOUR(ALTOGEDER NOW)

SJ SJ ALL THE WAY

WE LIKE IT HERE

WE LIKE IT HERE

WE FOUND OURSELVES A HOME

A HOME

A HOME SWEET HOME

WE GOT SJ SPIRIT

DEEP IN OUR HEARTS(3x)

WE GOT THE SJ SPIRIT

DEEP IN OUR HEART

SJ SPIRIT ALL E WAAAAYYY

kay ah ehk its written in malay 4 a reason. aku ader A n B. keblakangan nie aku ader confusion sikit on how i feel. wth ehk aku tlg A dptkan kwn aku tapi 4 some reason aku jelus to e max biler A tk abis2 suker tanyer pasal kwn aku tu. tapi at e same time aku masih sukerkan B. makin kiter dekat kan, makin syg aku kat si dektu. makin bnyk aku tau pasal kau, makin syg aku kat kau, makin aku nk tau lagi pasal kau, makin bahagier biler ngan korang duer. skarang aku tk tau saper aku lagik suke aku suker kau aku pon suker dier, aku suker dier lebih lamer dari aku kau tapi prasaan aku kat korang sedalam dier samer. hhhmmm uat bdh jer lah. let time uncover everytin. hahaha.

ncos!!!! lets go watch DRAG ME TO HELL!!! i reli wanna watch dat movie n if anybody else wan to tag along jus come ok? including e ex-ncos ah if u all wan. don wan i also dc hahahaha. lets make it nex week. u wan? if u wan to tag along can jus tell me in msn or contact me in anyway contactable. kay? bb tc

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i woke up at 4.30 in e morning jus to study 4 my ss wow!!!! is dat amazing or wat!!! hahaha... btw sori ppl but i so dont want to talk bout camp as ders jus too much memories dat i wan nobody to noe but if u noe den sssshhhhh kays? hahaha spent time wif my cliques at ws den do mt projek at E!Hub hahaha it was fun. btw i wan to thank miss soon amirah dina sabila for dat nite. u all actly knock out some sense out of me. kay from now on no more camp stuff. ehk amirah haha i like e 1st nite e most hahaha. btw i got darker. hahaha. ehk c how i n amani indulge in our own tub of ice-cream hehehehehe. muakkkk like hellll. no more ice-cream till after bnco. dats a promise i n amani made to ourselves. hahahaha ehk nurul kiter mmg giler ahk.

i luv all my frens n no matter wat ill always try my best to defend u from getting hurt even though it means dat i hav to get hurt, ders nth like seeing ure frens being happy. dats my investment for being happy. u happy, i happy but u sad,i also sad. i noe u all r great frens in ure own way n i hope to b ures too. im doing my best to b der 4 u wen u nid me. nvm if im only needed wen ure down but tossed to e side wen ure happy. atleast it shows dat u ppl r happy. ok ppl? anytin jus ask me for help n i do all i can to help u. i luv u guys to e core of my heart.

i realise dat all dis time i hav been in denial n some tings dat ive done reli showes me dat im in denial of myself. im always doing things oppositely from what im supose to be doing wen im in denial. some tings r jus too hard to acept like e day is coming closer now n is as close as ever dat i cld even smell it(amani u noe wat im talking bout).

idk y but everybody is suddenly far from my reach dis days n im feeling like a child dat all her toys has been taken away from her. outside im a cheerful, playful n nonsensical child but deep down inside im dying as silently as ever. i had always tell amani dat she shldnt b living to please everybody but i myself is doing it every single day. keeping my sorrow as far as possible from every possible eyes dat may b seeing me.

i hate myself for being me. being me jus makes me more sicker as my body siriusly cant take it. protecting n defending n taking in all e pain for e ppl i love n care is somehow my duty n seeing dem happy makes me happy even though letting dem go but ders still hurt n idk how but my heart still hasnt give up so........ pls don take me 4 granted n pls bear in mind dat im very fragile like a glass. 

cant say how much i luv you ppl n pls don let me down