my life suddenly getting so bad. idk y. so dissapoimted in ssooo many people lately. felt soo betrayed? mayb e word not strong enuf. felt lyke ppl jus cant b trusted. felt like im jus there for ppl to take advantage of. im not really needed. nobody needs me. dats wat i had known all e while but... dis is wat u get aishah for trusting ppl n believe dat smone actlly needs u. one by one ppl start making me fel so dissapointed so unwanted. mayb my role in dis world is to make oth ppl happy n suffer myself to death. i jus have to accept e fact dat im jus im useless rubbish dat hav to b discard asap. y do i keep sacrificing myself 4 oth ppl's happiness? im like a punching bag. like a pen. i don worth much. im worth 20 cents. wen ppl needs me dey will take me but wen dey get a beter 1 or don nid me anymore, dey jus push me away. mayb im not even like a pen. im worth nth at all. don worry ppl. ill leave u all also. i wont b in contact wif u anymore. i wont burden u wif my probs again. b happy without me k ppl? if anybody else do not wan me pls tell me so i would not approach u. ppl if u tink wat u do is e best 4 u den ill support u even if i hate it.