why mus i always love smone so much dat it jus hurts? wat do i reli wan? do i wan u to noe? or i jus wan to keep it a secret? feelings inside r jus too mixed up dat i jus smtimes cant cope. smtimes only 2 ppl can understand dis. y mus e person i luv isnt hu i shud b lovin? y is evertin jus rong? till wen mus i sacrifice 4 happiness of oths?jus hug me pls. mayb silence is beter den saying anytin. pls jus smone hug me n assure me dat everytins gonna b ok even if u r unsure. im loosing everytin so pls don makeme loose u. hug me wif ure warmth n love dat u hav. smtimes i jus get ashamed 4 letting u hear me cry over n over again. pls don leave me now. if u wanna leave pls aft evrytin gets beter.
i reli nid u rite now to jus b by my side. im not asking u to share my burden or help me do smth bout all dis. im jus asking u to be by my side n b there 4 me. wen i say i hate you, i didnt meant it. it was jus out of frustration. even if i say it in a language u don understand