FUCK LAH

wth is rong wif all dis ppl? dey don wan to study den get lost lah fuck lah u ppl. u all onli noe how fuck oth ppl's life onli. u wanna go down den go down by ureself lah don bring oths wif u. i reli nid mr lim 4 my physics kay!!!!! u all don like him so? idc! i don give a damn!!! i wan to hav distictions u noe!! u all wan to blacken ure future, go ahead im not stopping u but don bring me down. n siallah 1st physics den social studies. wtf?! n to oths im asking stupid questions but having 2 ppl blocking my view n r all over each oth n talking across me is e reason y. i was even called out to c misschua after lesson bout dat. wth do u tink im feeling?!?!?!?! i don tink its worth my holidays to spend time wif mfbs like u ppl n still nid to cock up $2. spending time wif ppl dat r currrently destrying my life by not allowing tchers to teach.

pls lah everybody hav probs but don nid to act like an asshole lah. tink too highly of ureself rite? wat type of leader r u? u talk wen tchers r talking n in e end can still say we all not supportive?wtf?! everybody else also hav sooo much probs. idc ah bout u ppl anymore n btw my parents even disallow me to go 4 e stupid  bbq.

so sorie to ppl dat i hurt 2day because of my bad mood.  luv ya all

amirah sayang!! tank u sooo much 4 listening to me complain bout my suckish life n some how advise me. it was nice to noe dat someone had been in my shoes n understands me wen nobody else can understand my situation.

amani u noe evertin bout my probs but sometimes u don understand wat im gg thru cause u ureself had never been thru. so some tings r jus so hard to tell ya.

btw today i talked to him!!!! ouh my gosh tkleh angkat babe!!! bleh pengsan aku hahaha. amani kau ehk tk baik seh dah lah aku ngah gabra abeh kau tingalkan aku sorang. lagi tkleh angkat smpai aku tersalah salah ckp kau!!!

anw i luv u all n hope we can be frens 4 my whole lifetime.  ahhh i jus luv u all btw lina sori tk spend time ngan kau. ill make up 4 dat soon kays? ilyt

i smoke? if u noe me well den ull noe if i do or i dont. if i smoke so? if i don smoke so? in bof cases u siriusly don nid to noe.

wat i ask is always relevent to my life most of e time n sometimes i ask cause i care bout u alrite so don ask me hu ask me to ask ok?

actly today nth happen cause i woke up at 1.30 in e afternoon. pathetic kan? cant help it tooo tired hahahaha btw siva remember ah tuesday

lets c if its e same hahaha. u noe wat i mean. btw it assured me dat amani is atleast ok  4 tonite wen i koll her just now. 

jgn sedih kay. if dis help u, i lost my gradmader den bof grandfaders (same time) den my step-gandmader den my anader step- grandmader. all these was continuous my darl n so i noe how it feels. smile like e sun kays?

btw wen noeing bout it, reality hits my face so hard dat i jus cant acept it. loosing a person will nvr stop in life n wat if my dearest grandmader suddenly go? dats smth dat i can nvr accept n take in all my life. i don wan dis to hapen again.

loosing somebody is like loosing smth u love so much but e hurt is soooo much deeper den dat n it reli feels like u jus wan to jump down n end ure life rather den go thru e pain. der will nvr b a person dat can replace her not even him

hu wuld pamper me n take my side if she goes? hu wuld b e 1 to take care of me if shes gone? hu to kiss b4 i go out? how if i miss her? hu wuld fill my bottle wen i go to skool?hu am i suppose to say "i lap u" to if shes gone? how am i supose to cope wen shes gone? hu to wake me up in e mornin? i luv her deeper den everybody in dis effing world. so hope to go b4 her so i don nid to go thru dat pain again after loosing bof grandfaders. i jus cant go thru dat again NO NO NO!!!!

loosing a person makes it hard 4 me to love a person cause im soo scared to loose dem. pls 4give me if im so hard on u ppl. i try not to care bout ppl but i jus cant. if i love u den i tend to be very defensive bout u. fyi.