ME

I have great friends and maybe family,

even if I smiled or cried.

I try not to worry,

as they are always there by my side.

I maybe have a great heart,

but I hate myself.

Even though I try so hard,

there's still hatred for myself.

My heart is too sensitive,

and my body is fragile too.

I try to be positive,

but I'm still dying inside too.

I'm sick physically,

because of the stress I recieved.

I'm sick emotionally,

from the cuts I received.

I'm an actress on stage,

hidding behind the character.

You're here only to comment what's on stage,

knowing nothing behind the character.

Hoping for death to catch up,

never thought you'll come for me,

save me before it catches up,

hope you'll always be there for me.

Had always feel better,

than the day before this.

Hope you'll stay forever,

and I promise this.

Stop hoping for death to come,

always live my life to the fullest,

with open arms I welcome you to come,

nothing will bring us down even the largest.

A Mistake

I fell in love,

with the wrong guy.

I was still up and above,

when they say "oh my".

My heart bleed,

when they say,

" please leave",

I shouldn't have stayed.

You gave me hope,

then, you turn me away.

How do you expect me to cope,

you must be feeling gay.

We shouldn't have met,

I shouldn't have disturbed you.

if i know this is what I'll get',

I wouldn't have fall for you.

This was a mistake,

since the beginning.

It was my mistake,

and now it's ending.

So this is goodbye,

my friends are by my side.

They are there when I cry,

and I too will be there by their side.