FUCKED UP?

am i not ure child to deserve ure luv?
am i actually ure daughter?
do u hate me so much?
wher is my mum?
ure not her, ure jus an imposter!
wat hav wrong had i done to u?
wher is e real u now?
i wan u 2 come back so much dat it hurt
i had once respected u
i had once trusted u
i had once loved u all my heart wif no hatred
but now all e respect n trust hav all gone
now i hate u all my heart but deep down inside i still love u
but not as much as i used to.
if u hate me, jus throw me out n into e streets
i don mind as long as u hav peace
pls stop being e reasons 4 my breakdowns.
e cut is getting deeper n deeper each time
e deeper my cut, e deeper my hatred
so pls stop!! i beg u

gud day? e best day?

ouh my gawd!! i jus luv u sooooo much!!!!
its as if im following u everywher rite?
u r gonna c me as long as im still in luv wif u
hahaha. i noe its infactuation!!
tis mornin say lina n jaga!!!
yessah i miss u guys alot hug u ppl so tight
den saw amani n siriusly no chance 2 hug her shes jus too amani
no offence!!
pass amirah e splints n asked 4 my torch but she said its wif khalis!!
like damn!! those of u hu noes, shld how i feel
wait 4 lina after speechday den walk around e skool as in outside
walk here walk der n at last give up go buy buble tea
den met amirah n khalis.
aku ingat aku sorang potek tu pasal pekak
hahaha
met my dad at 201 cause he wnats 2 pay bill
go home my dad cycle n i was at e back of e bike enjoying e wind!!!
e last time i ride wif him was wen i was in primary 4!!
imagine how long dat is
i jus love my dad so much dat wen ppl hurt him, i jus cant take it
even if ure my mum!!
idc hu u r as long as u hurt my dad, ure DEAD
i tink their relationshiak rep is at e redi 2 break
only waiting 4 my dad to say i divorce u
den everytin will end
no more hurt

the competition!!

yes ah!!! my got 4th place out of e 10 places!!!!
diriku dan dirimu sama babe!!!! nombor 4!!
i just love u to realise ure flaws.
i jus don care wat ppl say bout us.
setiap kali kumelihat dirimu, hatiku berdebar!!
alik dari st nick, we all mkn kat mcdonald!!!
jelak btol aku asyik mkn mcdonald jer
skarang ramai ny org dah tau
kat mrt kiter smue ddk ah kat bwh pasal tkder org den kat 1 stop tu ramai org msk
being proactive, caring, righteous n self-motivated kiter smue diri lah
aku baru nk diri e mrt jln terplecok kaki aku!!!
dah tknk blang lagi
yg aku tau i had so much fun ngan korang2 smue hahahaha

the best day in my life

omg! does it reli hapen? im e happyest person in tis world n no 1 can spoil my day!!! i repeat no 1 can spoil my day.

my day wif u is e most memorable day in my whole life. u brought my smile back even though i was not in e rite mood. u n ure frens made me laugh. i jus cant believe u actually wear lyke dat cause ure pants look shorter den it shld b. does ure piercing hurt dat much cause u look so in pain. hahaha. i cant believe u actually touched me. do u noe wen u touched me, ure actually toucing my heart too?btw welcome to town!!
we all jus r not a town person except 4 some1 hahaha.

u all dont noe hu im talking bout nvm cause only e imp ppl noe hahaaha