Sunday, August 23, 2009

My tagboard is waaaay below if u nvr notice

u thought u noe me but u reli do not now how im feeling deep down inside. i can say how i feel bout everytin but some tings r jus not meant 4 u to noe cause i shy. haha.those of u hu noes den i hope u keep it a secret k?                                                                                                                                         but i promised myself wen u ask, then i confess. hahaha. like lina say if dat hapen, singapore will surely snow. so if it starts snowing in singapore dat means aishah confessed. hahahaah. io noe stupid rite.

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE MY FRIENDS NO MATTER WHAT. EVEN IF YOU HATE ME.

LOVE U ALL SO MUCH

Thursday, August 20, 2009

damn it

fuck myself for my dumb problems

fuck all my dumb decision

dats y im such a fuckingly suckish fren

im rite i noe

fuck me rite back

wth aishah?

im so sorry but im full of guilt if i nvr tell u. i now how stupid i am to be thinkin of doin it n i noe der wont b a reason dat could b used to reason y i was even want to do it. i noe i was gg to lose u if i did it n truthfully dat was not wat i wan. i mus b crazy rite? idk y i made dat decision. mayb its my curiosity or its jus another way for me to destroy my life n stop all e hurt? idk k! everytin is so wrong for me rite now my dear. at home diff story, at skool diff story. e reason i told u even wen i noe ure gonna b dis angry is dat we rarely had secrets of our ownself n i felt guilty dat i lied to u, i betrayed ure trust, i kept secrets like dis from u n i did smth u reli dont want me to do. e reason y im reconsidering my decision again is cause i do not want to lose u pls. give me another chance. all dis while i do y best to protect u but now i hurt u. im sorry. i didnt mean it. pls 4give me? i noe rite now i suck to e max. im soooo sorry ily

Saturday, August 1, 2009

wth?(tagboard at e bottom)

ehk im worried bout u. how r u? pls atleast sms or kol me. pls. im so worried sick bout u . again. pls do tell me if ure fone gets taken by ure parens or watever dat hapens to u. pls let me noe if ure atleast ok. u nid my help, u noe wat to do rite? anytime u can ask me 4 help. im der 4 u. pls jus sms me will do. tc. ly.

sometink i can nvr tolerate is ppl hurting my frens. smtimes i don mean to b mean but if u hurt my frens den ouh too bad ah! one more tink is y betray ppl wen dey start trusting u? stupid rite? wher e hell is ure noodle? in ure but? lastly is ppl taking oth ppl's trust 4 dem 4 granted. ppl r trying sooo hard 2 get ppls trust n u take e person's trust n did dat? a person's trust shuld b guarded by ure life like how a millionaire guard his money n diamonds. trust is smth hard to earn so pls use ure noodles n tink n do wat is appropriate kays?

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